Just another posting on my own vanity and where I have my finger all the way up my own ass. I have now tried to improve my highlight disaster by coloring it with an ash blonde hair color, or at least that was the color that was on the package but the result is something like a lie and I have not yet decided if it is worse or much worse. My new hair color is inspired by San Lorenso River that runs through the town of Santa Cruz. The river has a muddy gray-brown color and several corpses has been found in that river. It also recalls the color of the bottom of the Joaquin’s bathtub (which has never been cleaned). And it also recalls the color of the water you get when you paint with watercolors and has spent all colors. It is the most terrible mix of gray, brown, orange, yellow and green. Witches hair! I'm so ugly that I was forced to take time off from work and I'm so ugly that I have to get drunk not to be able to see clearly when I'm at The Catalyst's toilets is correcting my makeup and I am sure that he will now choose to fuck someone else tonight or at least grope my friend, again because I am, older and much more evil. I am sure that tonight is the night where everyone can see my viciousness. I am prepared for it